-putts around like a lawnmower-

so you know i have fears, strangely enough?
people always tell me i'm this unbreakable loveable gorgeous force...
but really?
i'm human,
i'm selfish.
i fear,
i want.

this topic's pretty gloomy, so i'm keeping it short.
i don't want to be sad again.
probably a fear.
to go back to the whole anxiety phase, you know?
terrible, really.
a loss of months.

so here's a quick list of fears:

-loud noises
-chaos
-people in general
-people that are bigger than me
-losing control
-fading away

just aknowleged the fading thing.
seriously.
i don't wanna fade!
i'm 13!
this can't be my prime!
:/
i'm done.
i'm tired of this subject.

i also don't wanna sound gloomy, so
funcakeramatripleglittercreampie.
there. happy words! :)

--blitzoftheF.U.N.K.

Figures,
U'll
Never
Know