Sunday, September 28, 2008

halloween.

you know, ordinarily i love halloween, but why do girls turn it into an excuse to shop?
can't one make their own costume?
can't one come up with something original?
can't one stop assuming that just because money is tight for me that you have to buy shit for me?
i mean, it's nice as a gift.
but ask me every five seconds and if you do it by fucking text messaging me, please jump of the nearest two-story building.
ugh. sorry. but that needed to be said.
i can by my own stuff, with my own money, that i earn.
not 'your' money that came from your mommy's purse, and you're only buying me this because you a.) feel sorry for me or b.) are such a total asshole that you would buy it for yourself first and you're only buying it for me to either look good by giving shit to me, or think that i'd look like a fucking moron.
get this: if i valued anyone's opinion much at all, i'd probably ask.
just saying.
hate. -squirms-
well.
to sum it up?
i hate pity.
i hate people.
i hate holidays.
i probably hate you. :)
well.
maybe not hate.
but i'm sure i want to hurt each and every one of you at least once.
-pointing fingers-
.you. need to shut the fuck up and stop trying.
.you. need to learn some manners.
.you. need to stop calling me names, or else i'll act this mean all the time.
it's possible.
really.
it is.
i can be mean. :)
i can be nice, too.
i can be civil.
but i'm always,
always
angry. :):(:
about something or other.

blitzoftheF.U.N.K.

Figures,
U'll
Never
Know

p.s.: no. those weren't specific people. i didn't have anyone in mind. these are just things i tell people. mostly the second and last ones. i don't tell that many people to stop trying, because that's not right. but a lot of people need to just shut up for five seconds, or at least long enough to hear that the other person has something to say, too. i do believe everyone needs to learn some damn manners. i also believe that you should stop taking me for granted and don't get to used to me taking your insults so easily because i can become someone that nobody really likes. trust me.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

OMG! REI CIVIL?!?! NO-i think you have the wrong rachel emily mccullough. yep-that must be it.

Zetsu said...

ARGH!! I haven't enough time to read all of this (I has to finish my Taco Johns then go to dance class), but I really don't get why some girls love shopping so much. I HATE shopping with other people, and I hate spending money on clothes 'cause the only clothes that fit me are skinny rich kid clothes. TT_TT anyway, yeah, I'm in Seventh grade, and I have indeed already been called an anorexic bitch and who knows what else. yeah, I just can't wait to be out of middle school (though I know high school will be worse). anyway, thanks so much for commenting!!

fueledbyfunk said...

no problem. i'll let you know next year if high school sucks. :p